Love Inconceivable

Mother's Day weekend-

without mama or my children-

HARD!

Seeing her smile,

makes me smile.

Seeing her world turned upside down,

turns mine upside down.

Seeing him succeed at something 

he absolutely loves,

makes me swell with pride.

Nothing compares to that kind of love.

Been thinking about the way I love them-

-no strings attached

-no matter what they do

-no matter who they become

-no matter the path they choose

I would do absolutely nothing to harm them.

I would be sad if I knew

that there was the least bit of mistrust

in that love.

It is hard for me to fathom that God loves

us (His children) more than the love

I have for mine.

And yet many times, 

I doubt that love, 

and in fear, withhold my trust.

Oh, God teach me that you love me,

more than I love my children.

Such knowledge is more than I can conceive.

And as our family grows,

So does that love.

Such love is inconceivable!

Bonnie:)