I told my boss last week that I would work til March 1, job or no job. I think he’s holding out thinking I will change my mind. I’m so very disappointed that this job wasn’t what I thought it would be or what I was hired to do. I could have been good at marketing if he had allowed me too.
I’m sad. I thought by now that I would be in full-time ministry. I thought I’d be traveling and teaching women, developing new friendships while sharing the gospel and grace of Jesus. I thought I’d be doing makeovers, both holy makeovers and healthy makeovers but look at me. I need one of both. The idea for a title of my debut book, “Lord, give me a chair. I’m tired from standing in the hallway.” I feel like I’ve been waiting so long. Have I missed it? Will I miss it?
Then again I have so many blessings. I have a sweet little place I’m learning to call home. I have a wonderful family with babies I adore.
They had a ball playing in the snow.
I have a secret about these, but I can’t tell!
This was my drive to work last week. Scary. But I got there safely.
This is what the weather was like here after the snow.
Baby girl made snow cream and snowflakes on her days off.
Yes, these faces and their hugs and kisses cheer me up and make my life full and happy.
But still, I need a vision, a new God given dream. Pray for me and let me know how I can pray for you.