Monday, June 11, 2012

Depression Hurts

Still trying to figure out what is happening in blogland and I'm mad because I paid $45 for a suggestion that allowed me to post with the new interface, but when I look for my posts they aren't there and I no longer have any followers and I have no idea if anyone will even see this post so I guess I can vent and say what I want to without fear of being exposed.
Wow, I think that's a run-on sentence.
I seem to be doing a lot of run-ons, run-offs, run-ins, and run-outs.
I make a financial over-the-phone mistake and then I run-off at the mouth to some phone rep who has no idea what I'm talking about. I ask for forgiveness.
I have a run-in with a person who I'm looking to avoid because of past conflict.
I have run-out of groceries and pay day is another 5 days away.
I'm once again struggling to keep my head above water.
Like the commercial says, "Depression hurts."
I ache all over like I have the flu. I can hardly talk. My mind and eyes are foggy.
My prayers are many. My feelings are few. My faith still holds.
Kinda like modpodge, I have feelings plastered on top of each other. It would be impossible to peel them all off. They are stuck. I feel stuck.
And still I continue to put layer upon layer.
Knowing that went it's all said and done, He will make something beautiful of my mess.

1 comment:

  1. No need to fret, your blog is here and it shows your followers. I have had occasion when I am told I am not following anyone. I just reboot and everything seems to come back. Good Luck!


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